Inside Thoughts

I always think to myself if I ever deserve to be treated a certain way. Do I deserve to be talked too any kind of way? I am all these great things but yet I feel like I'm not. I feel like a failure every time I don't make sense or say something that's dumb(in your eyes). If you feel these things about me then why bring me down. I hate the way you talk to me at times. It's like my feelings are non existent to you. As your one and only woman, I should not feel this way. Something has to change soon. I want and deserve to feel like the Queen you treated me as in the beginning of our relationship. Lately, I've felt empty and lonely because there is no communication anymore. I want to laugh, smile, and just joke with each other again. All of the negativity has to leave now because we still have a child to care for. He deserves two parents who are level-headed with each other. I'm done thinking about the past. Now it's time to move forward to OUR FUTURE.